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The world of possibility episode is about a magician making... well, a lot of different possibilities.

Well, this isn't really much about magic but rather the possibilities you enter if you let yourself go. Life takes us for a wonderful and unexpected ride, the only thing we have to do is to hold on and enjoy the view as we go. If we keep our minds open, we get to see the magical possibilities of the things around us.

I don't really know about other people but every moment of our lives can be exciting-- the first day of school, a new relationship, meeting a friend you haven't talked to in a while, a lazy Sunday afternoon by the window. Anything could be fun if you just let your mind fly away.

God never intended us to be bored, it is our own doing. If you look around you, there are a million reasons to enjoy life. God has made the Earth green and full of life.

Its all about having faith and believing in the wonderful world of possibility.

Seeing as i have not posted anything on this site for some time now, i would like to do something sort of a revival of the journal. Of course, aside from that Marvel Superhero test (which isn't really much of an input), this is my first post for a really really long time so just like any other TV show, I will give this post the title "pilot".

Pilot because this is sort of testing the new material that will be coming into this blog. To see how people will respond to a sort of different way of imputting things.

So the new theme is "Ed". But not Ed because my name is Edgar but Ed because my favorite TV series of all time is Ed. So in its footsteps, I would like to make posts about Ed's episode titles.

Not to spoil too much, the first episode in Ed was titled, Pilot in which we see that Ed gets fired from his job in a big New York law firm and goes home to find his wife cheating with a mailman-- note that they make it pretty clear later in the series that it is in fact "a mailman" and not "the mailman". After those things, Ed just packs up and goes back to Stuckeyville, his hometown.

This has been a sort of restart to Ed's life so in the same way, this blog is sort of restarting itself as of today.

-- regards : smiling edgar

Which Marvel Super Hero Are You?

You scored as a The Human Torch

A daredevil, heart throb, and practical joker, Johnny Storm is always getting into trouble. He has a knack for it. He loves breaking the rules which greatly irritates the other members of the Fantastic Four. Still, he is a loyal and true friend who will always come through for them.

i would like to share a story my friends and i made out of boredom. each one in the conference posts a sentence then the next person continues the story.
rule1 the first letter of the first word of each sentence must begin with the last letter of the previous poster.

Yummy-uh!

Paula was strolling with a special someone one day around the acad oval. Later, the special someone wanted to pee... Every building around the oval was closed so he peed on Paula instead. Don’t do that," Paula told her special someone because she was embarrassed to be turned on in such a public place. Ecstasy was inevitable but she hesitated to scream at the grandstand. Dubiously still peeing, he saw that nobody else was around, so he approached Paula, with the intention of kissing her. But he's still peeing. Gracefully Paula arched her head toward him, not minding the wet feeling down there. Everything suddenly became clear to her, why she fell in love with the man he calls 'bottle'. Everyday, she just grows fonder and fonder of this peeing person. Not even her friends can understand the feeling, it was forbidden and yet it felt good and true. Even though it was embarrassing, Paula decided to give her special someone a great big favor by giving him a lap dance, while humming 'genie in a bottle'. Enjoying what he's seeing, he peed more and more... while smelling his hairy armpits. Suddenly, peeing became out of style because even wild animals stopped peeing to mark their territory. Yet despite of this sudden change of behavior, her love was true. it prevailed, and if anything, it only grew stronger. Romance is an understatement, she kept faith and her moments with him were infinite.

Ending his peeing, he decided to grab Paula by the waist. Tracing down Paula's chest, he began to unbutton her shirt. Turned on even more, she began to do the same to him… Moving her soft hands to his chest, she caressed his buttons as well. Losing her grip on his masculine pectorals, she suddenly realized that they were being approached by Anj. Just as things were getting hot, Anj pulled 'Bottle's' hands and pressed her lips upon his belly. Yet, suddenly realizing what a disgusting thing she did, she turned away in search for another belly to kiss.. leaving Paula and her special someone opportunity to do more. Enticed by her previous deed but pushes for a one-on-one, she wandered around but there was no else to get dirty with… Hallucinating, Anj saw that Paula's special someone was looking unusually chubby and was aroused. Digging into her pockets, anj suddenly brought out some protection. Not to be outdone, Paula brought out her handcuffs and blindfolds. Suddenly filled with her most intimate fantasies, Paula has nothing on her mind but making these fantasies finally a reality. Yet Anj's thoughts were uncompromising to Paula's, she wanted her own fantasy to supreme ecstasy right here, right now!

“Whenever, wherever, WHOEVER!” shouted Paula's special someone. '”Excite me!”, Anj exclaimed, as she mused on Paula and her partner. Ravaged by her imploding lust, angelic, now demonic, Angeli rushed to rampage both Paula and her lover. Realizing that things were moving on too slowly, Anj, another protection in hand shoved Paula away as the action spilled into the Sunken Garden. Now awake from the crazy trance, Anj realized that this was not the person she was longing for. Running through the wet fields, she approached her car by the parking lot, only to find roses by the windshield. Dumping Paula behind, her special someone ran after anj, trying to capture her with his hex.

Xeroxing the love note that was supposed to go with the roses, Josh realized that he had to win over Anj so he ran down pressed his chest upon Anj's and laid her upon the windshield. Desire and lust overcame josh, and suddenly all the women from his seemingly endless fantasies occupied his thoughts. he suddenly felt the need to have them all at once. Every desire and impulse led Josh clutching Anj harder but Bottle topped Josh off and Anj was left down under... Revving the car, it was then that the trio realized that Xian was inside, handling the wheel. Looking behind her, Xian suddenly felt a rush of blood into her body, and instantly felt the need to join in!!! Notwithstanding the two greasy bodies of skinny men in between, she reached for Anj's pocket to grab yet another protection. Not pleased with having to share, Anj left the three sweaty bodies just as Paula came along to take her place. Each body was moist inside and greasy in the flesh, but Paula was not yet reaching arousal. Losing their stances from the windshield, the three slid off the car because of all that damn grease, which Xian and Anj looked at disdain because now they had to clean the car, which is now uber-greasy. “Yummy-uh!" However, Anj suddenly realized she was pregnant and there are three possibilities for the father: the unnamed chubby man, Bottle or Josh. Hopelessly seeking assurance, she grabbed chubby man and did him again…

Noon struck, the searing summer heat was all the more complemented by the heat from the unnamed chubby man, Anj, Paula, her special someone, josh, and Xian, for all of them were doing the birthday suit boogie, oblivious to the watchful eyes of Edgar, who was there the whole time, watching, observing, recording. Grinning from ear to ear, Edgar knew he made millions shooting this reality show- porn movie along with business associate Paulo. Okay, that ends the story.

you shouldn't mind what others think because no matter what you do, they will always have an opinion that is unfavorable to you... so if you ask me, its either you ignore them or stop them from thinking altogether...

sometimes, i just can't understand how some people could bother about what others think of them. they wake up each morning fearing what people will say about what they wear or how they groomed that morning. they fear to be criticized on what they eat, how they talk, move and even breath!

~people are hard to please... there are times when you do almost everything just to make people happy but to no avail... there will always be people who will not like an aspect of you no matter how you look at it.

if you just become as normal as possible, there are people who are in the so-called "high society" who will say that you are cheap or low or that you have no social life. Fact is, people laugh at simplicity. Then again, if you are in the "high society", you will appear to be what most people want to be. However, a lot of people will hate your guts for being a show-off (in general) or slutty (for females).

People also try their best to fit in by doing what's "in". Just be yourself, i say! If you are not part of what they do, why should you care? Why do you have to be part of it in the first place? Because they frown upon those that are not with them? "If you are not with us, you're against us?" has society come to the point where that is always the case? Can we not coexist peacefully with those that are different from us? 'coz our basic nature is that we are all different.

when it comes down to it, we cannot please everybody all the time. we cannot even significantly raise the amount of please we receive from them no matter what we do...

some people may find it fun to make fun of others' misfortunes but it is plain to see that these people are only covering up their own insecurities. being "in", doing what's "in" -- these are all ways to cover one's own insecurities.

these things may work for now but its only going to make people more and more unhappy... embrace your own insecurities. then, and only then will others be able to accept you for who you are!

if you think all this is too much, i challenge you to invent a machine that will stop all other people from thinking! that is the ONLY alternative that i advice of.

--signing off--

Work keeps man busy, sex keeps man satisfied – perhaps work and sex are all that one needs. For some, the lucky ones, the two are one and the same – oh how I envy them...

how often i think that these are the only things that a person needs to get by his/her day or even life. to elaborate on it, from the moment of our birth until our right of passage into adulthood until the moment we die, we have to work... our body needs to work to continuously keep us alive. We are kept busy at the moments we cannot have fun.

sex is when we enjoy ourselves. this is the only time when we are truly off work. no duties involved. just having total fun so what if we could combine the two? have fun while keeping ourselves busy...

wait... i think this has already been done before! There are those that work for sex and have sex as work... why do we put them down? there is no point in doing so.

instead of looking down at them, we should learn from their teachings and take a step forward. improve our society and make it a better place!

peace!

Drunk with power, blinded by money, deaf to reason, overcome with the desire, driven by passion, struck by faith: this is the Adaman way!

learn it.
love it.
live it.

the six principle so adaman. learn these six basic steps and become a happy being.

Drunk with power - whatever power you achieve, either by inheritance or by sheer perseverance, take advantage of it. use it wisely... when you have the authority to ask other people to do things for you, do it and never-- i mean never look back as if you owe that person anything! we are all here created equally though some of us achieve more than what is expected of us... this is the first principle. to put people in their rightful place.

Blinded by money - when you are getting paid to do something, rarely and i mean only in extreme cases do you think twice about accepting the "job" especially if you could easily get away with what you are being paid for. Yes, money isn't everything... but money is a whole lot in this life and money can buy you almost everything its not. Money is only second to God!

Deaf to reason - be adamant! (where the name adaman came from). do not change your way of living too easily. Your belief is what makes you different from other people. Do not be swayed! No matter what explanation others give you, stick with your own set of beliefs. Just close your ears or close your heart to whatever they tell you. Because in truth, they may have a point but in a few days, you will be swayed again and it really becomes foolish in the end.

Overcome with the desire - seize the day! Let your desire for things take control of you that it makes you drop everything that you are doing right then and there. Let it tell you to get off your lazy butt and fulfill your dreams and desires! Fall... and fall hard because when you succeed it will all be worth it!

Driven by passion - not because everybody is doing "it".. whatever it is, you should also be doing it just to be "in". you should find your passion... what you love, what drives you... stick to it no matter how stupid others think it is... that is how life works. we are all different. NEVER be afraid to be different!

Struck by faith - last and definitely not the least, always take into consideration God's will. Offer everything you do to Him and whenever necessary, ask for his help. Have faith, God will always listen to our prayers!

This is the Adaman way!

Remember that Jesus was crucified before He was accepted as our lord and savior…

People often ask me why i agree to do things that seem extremely inconvinient to others to the point that i've been called a "doormat". Why? Besides the learning experience behind helping people out and getting people to like you, there are so many benefits...

Climbing the corporate ladder for one thing... people see you as a more responsible person-- someone they can depend on. This is a big deal in my opinion especially in the dog-eat-dog world that we live in.

Exposure- the more you get out there, the bigger your head start is. Being in my third year, I am already aware of how the upperclassmen work.

Yesterday was a great experience. Yna, Claire and I went to Convergys' office in Makati to ask for money for the IE grand alumni homecoming this coming February 11... Yna was good. well "good" won't do her justice and just sitting beside her during the meeting really benefited me a lot. There is a great deal of things to learn from these experiences (not to mention the free coffee i got from the two ladies in Coffee bean and Tea leaf!)

So... the hardships, all the work we must put through from day to day, the people that ridicule us... they're all part of it... we'll all get what we deserve in the end. we'll all get our moment in glory. just like Jesus, he was crucified before he was accepted as our lord and savior!

on a side note: Convergys' security is insanely tight!

Nice guys finish last, I know but sometimes, its not all that bad—somehow, fate finds a way to save the best girls for last…

how true... God always finds a way to reserve the best things for last... so if you are one of the nice guy types, i envy you... you may think that everyone is getting ahead of you in terms of girls or social status but don't EVER fear... have faith in God, he will make sure you get everything you deserve!

be reserved, be simple. just look for what's important in life then, you'll understand that everything will fall into place in the end. God makes things work. haha. i'm not a preacher.

argh... blog is making me lazy. there must be something i can add!!!

signing off...

Shit happens! But you know what happens more often than shit? -- piss! You only shit 1-2x a day while you piss 3-5x a day! So stop accepting the shit that happens and go piss on the people that are full of shit!

there are times when you can tolerate almost anything in this world but there are just those times when you have to say, "I've had enough!" and stop taking in all the bullshit the world offers you. Chalk it up, get up and start pissing on these people.

there are just times when you don't want to be abused anymore...
there are times when you just want the world to shut up...
there are times when you want to get away from everyone...

coz shit happens.

Give and you shall receive! Give the lady the finger and you shall certainly receive a hand in return!

ok... its not what you think.

today, i saw this a guy and a girl arguing in one corner. I couldn't overhear what they were really arguing about but apparently the conversation got so heated up that the guy raised his middle finger and stuck it in between the girl's eyes... yes. he gave her the finger and she slapped him in return for his troubles... so i say:

Give and you shall receive a thousand folds!

its been a while. a bit more than 8 months and yet not a day goes by that i don't think about her and what we could've had. It's easier to think that she lied to you or that it was never meant to be. Oh, how simple it would've been, right?

if she'd knock on my wooden heart 3x... knowing that i would've felt nothing and that she didn't mean it. how i wish i could be wooden like Pinnochio. See, he wanted to be a real boy and yet he did not know how lucky he was to avoid all the pain that we (humans) are going through...

thrice.

how simple it is.

to take it all back.

to let go of all the memories...

knock thrice on my wooden heart...

I am known as "Longbow". I am Adaman "Longbow" Havengarde.

crap, i'm good. Bela, you may chew on this...

achievements for eng'g week:
N-man
#7 pointer among clubbers
Spirit of 67 awardee

reeling in everything... two years in a row... i am the top-10 10-manner!

you lose almighty queen Bela!!!